給遊蕩倦了的你

從開始沈浸的那一刻  始知己之不足矣
                                                                               
我清楚知道  現在的生活  不是必須存在生命裡的
                                                                               
我有想去的地方  只是被一堆無謂所牽絆
                                                                               
原因是不可理喻的  選擇是不可理解的
                                                                               
如果未來  因為一堂課而改變
                                                                               
是偶然  還是必然      我不敢揣度
                                                                               
                                                                               
見山又是山  見水又是水
                                                                               
需要多少的澱積  才能釋然  才能自在遊走呢
                                                                               
而我  又擁有了什麼  又累積了什麼呢
                                                                               
天差地遠嚜
                                           

忘卻  反而是最深的吸納
                                                                               
只有在捐棄錯誤的過去  和充滿成見的過去
                                                                               
才能與之合而為一
                                                                               
只有在鞋子合腳時  才會舒服到忘記雙腿的存在
                                                                               
所以  到底是時時刻刻讓你正視它好呢  還是融入周遭自然的吐納中好呢
                                                                               
                                                                               
山路元無雨  空翠濕人衣 (王維)
                                                                               
雖然無雨  但綠意就這麼無聲地染上了衣擺
                                                                               
縱使無心  但雜思就這麼無意地襲上了額眉
                                                                               
又文概老師提的
                                                                               
梅落繁枝千萬片  猶自多情  學雪隨風轉 (馮延嗣)
                                                                               
悟了什麼  就不在話下了
                                             
尋回那時候的自己
                                                                               
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